it is only when at the point of time when you needed the necessary support most, your closest kin will show you their true self.  Although i am alone in this battle, the battle of a three year pursuing of degree, i think i made myself proud.  the stress of school exam school assignment, the stress of family and friends and the stress of work.  I am able to make it till today, i do not know if i will be able to get a flying color honour in degree but what i do know is i deserve a pat on my shoulder.  a pat on my shoulder for crying alone at times when stress kicks in, for wetting my pillow in the night. 

I changed because i used to just think about fun.  But now, when it comes to work i will not force you if you are busy or tired due to work.  This is of a prominent change i see in myself.  i use to everyday wanting to have fun monday to sunday.  but now i am clear of the extent i can have. 

I will never forget the words you said today.  You are just returning what i gave you throughout these days.  Sadly disappointed.  No matter how angry or sad i am, revenge never comes to my mind.  So i left your house every time when we encounter disagreement, do i have to also do the same to you when you are at my place.

It is just too scary to hear your revenge.  Everything just went overboard.  You have your utmost right to be disappointed.  I have mine too.  I am feeling so disappointed so astonished so sorrowful so heartbroken.