REALLY MY GOOD FRIEND
Saturday, October 27, 2012
really felt like i lost a gd friend today
your reply and reaction is totally.....
UNEXPECTED
im really doubting am i too sensitve or you have changed
im still trying to tell myself that im still in doubt now and im sensitive
but after tonight....
you kept saying that you have very lil friends in front of me and us
trying to tell me that im not ur friend?
or what?
giving me the vibes that i choose this kinda LOUD place that you and other ppl dislike
im really sorry to say that it wasnt my intention to choose that place im merely
"granting" or i shouldnt say this word...
im merely following wad the birthday girl wishes
choosing a ULU place.. im sry i did not choose that outlet too
and im also sorry that i did not give u the direction on HOW to go
im suppose to google on how to get to that place
due to time constraint i did not do it so i tought no one asked abt how to go before that day arrive!!!
so i think those who is going with me which is only eileen wouldnt mind taking cab
down from orchard with me...
if seriously beacuse of this my friends are angry and says that this palce is not for her,
im really very very disappointed...
firstly you didnt even ask how to get there before that day arrive!!!
secondly i hv given you the exact place name so you could have GOOGLE it like the address
and how to get there RIGHT!!!
why do i have to make ppl angry over me for this kinda matter?
so is it really my prob my attitude that is making me losing all my friends???
blaming me on choosing a place that i dont even know how to get there is really serious!
SG is a small place... there is always CAB
alright cab is ex den take cab from NEARBY... how much can it cost?????
my dearest good fren you have always been my good fren
there is a reason why i did not share with you my r/s prob
or there is a reason why i did not look u up when my r/s prob arise
the reason is not that i did not treat u as my fren you know?
honestly speaking even my bff does nt really know what exactly happen
i just think its not time for me to share with anyone
i just think that i wanted some own thinking
just this simple!!!
but the way i feel that i have been treated by you today was really
...
its not a way i think my good fren would have treated me
there is so many times that i asked what are you all talking abt
or chatting abt... you kept quiet there
so just because im not into korean stuff
not in your group chat so i dont deserve to know what is it going on?
if you feel that explaining to me is a waste of time and i wouldnt hv understood
as its a language between you and ur group chat
then fine...
i really think you could hv at least try explaining
really hurt me to see me feeling hurt now
crying now because you are really a good fren of mine
although at times i really think the way you treat us and
the way u treated your bf was diff
you are still my gd fren...
i guess the more hurt you feel when he or she is more than a fren to u
the fact that working in the same building same company
and im being left out not known that you and a few frens are actually
meeting up for LUNCH is totally wowing me out
alright i think im very too sensitive over this issue...
probably im just not a good fren to u...
thats y u guys prefer to lunch without me
didnt know this until my bff actually mention this tonight...
chilling at a posh place with bunch of good frens for an occassion
is expensive... eating at posh place with your special someone
is ok... wow... kinda too bias....
its kinda weird and childish for me to be like this...
are we still in primary sch?
